| to have sex...
its been a
while... lol
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| so whats been
going on lately???
well i had
to go back
home since my
aunt needed her
space... =/ and
i am not
enjoying it. my
parents are trying
to force me
to tlk about
why i am
gay. but i
can only tlk
when i am
ready. and right
now i am
not ready to
tlk to them
about it... idk
when i will
be ready... but i
have been home...
for a while
now... with no
job no nothing....
i feel like
i am living
the same day
over and over
again... its getting
old. my dad
and i go
to therapy 2gether...
but i dont
feel like its
going to change
the way i
feel about him.
i still hate
him... maybe it
will help me
understand the way
he is...
joelle, jade, and
i are going
to miami this
spring break and
i am excited
about it... i
need to get
a job though
so i can
pay for all
of it myself.
my ex is
going out with
a drag... and
idk how to
feel about that
lol... i hate
him... this friday
i am going
to have my
graduation dinner since
i have not
done anything for
my graduation. we
are going to
ru sans i
am so excited
about it. ummmmm
what else.... oh
i miss beau.
but idk if
he does... i
dont feel like
he does lol...
well i know
that he is
a busy guy.
but yea.
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| so i was
thinking how about
how people have
preferences... and that
is like the
person that you
think that is
perfect for you...
but after thinking
about it... i
dont think that
you will ever
find the one
with the full
package... like what
if the person
you like is
perfect for you
because he/she look
good in the
outside... but they
are a really
bad kisser... or
they look really
good but they
been hurt so
much that they
are kinda crazy...
idk... i was
just thinking about
this when i
woke up today.
like some people
only like white
girls/guys... but what
if a hispanic
has everything that
you are looking
for inside? and
you dont know
until you give
it a chance...
not like go
out with them
but get to
know them. i
guess i been
through things every
now and then
and dont get
tlked to because
im black... when
i am really
dominican [[ latino ]] and
i know i
am a cool
kinda guy but
i feel like
in ga i
am a preference
someone would like...
i know i
prob would be
taken if i
lived in nyc...
but imma keep
it positive and
hopefully this year
will be a
good one...when
its comes to
dating...
and if i
sound stupid and
if this did
not make any
sence i am
sorry i am
kinda tipsy...
pce.
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| why would you
text me because
you need something...
i cant help
but think how
you used me
and did not
really care about
me...
you did not
even remember where
we met.
thats
how i know
you used me
because you just
moved around here
and wanted to
something to do
on the weekend...
and supposedly you
said that you
were not ready
to be in
a relationship but
you are in
one now... you
WERE a very
important part of
my life... but
now you are
not... dont talk
to me dont
ask me where
you can get
a scarf i
am through with
your games.
you
used me and
lied.
and i
gave you 2
chances... pce... liar.
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| much fun tongiht...
and i learned
a lot also.
im not going
to deal with
''friends'' anymore who
do not want
to deal with
me.
there is
only so much
i can do...
and sad to
know that some
of the people
you think who
are friends wont
even meet you
half way.
i
am a good
friend and i
know it... lately
i have been
trying to get
together with a
few people who
i havent seen
and sucks to
know that they
dont miss me
as much as
i miss them....
oh well its
going to be
a new year
so i guess
its time to
leave some of
me ''friends'' in
'08.
thanks terry for
a really wonderful
night... you are
just too funny.
=]
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